Tuesday, July 29, 2008
♥ Where is the love? ♥
I noe it sounded not so right wen i'm so depressed now..
But as long as i shut up,
I think abt him..
Abt the time wen he n i started..
Sec 3 July..
We din tok..
But he joined the teachers' day performance becos of me..
Wen we went to Mac opp the skool for dinner (jus us) n we had McSpicy(n our vege jus keep dropping) I'm still ony eating McSpicy now.. >.< but alone..
Dink abt the time wen he refuse to allow my brothers send me home..
Dink abt the time wen he cant send me home.. He either calls to tok all the way home.. or he'll ask my brothers to walk me home n tell him i'm home safely..
Wen we had the HEY JULIET couple dance..
Wen we were teased abt the couple dance really bringing out couples..
Wen we were so shy..
Wen he decided to go OBS cos he heard from sm1 say i going..
Wen my gran died..
Wen he comforted n came for the funeral first way b4 any others do..
Wen we stead (03 Sept 2006)
Wen i cldnt go OBS.. He went dere but told me he miss me alot.. Happy abt us steading that he finish the canoe trip ard pulau ubin island paddling alone way faster than others..
Wen his mum called me trying to clear the misunderstanding..
Abt us breaking the 1st time.. We cried n moodless le..
Wen he dun care abt his well being.. Playing Bball whole day till both ankle oso swollen.. refusing to eat.. Den walk all the way from his place to my void deck (more den 20 km away).. Jus to make sure i slp.. Den he'll walk back wif his swollen leg..
Abt the time wen he got jealous of a guy fwen (sec 3 Dec)..
Dink abt him being restless jus becos his mum refuse to let him b wif me due to some misunderstanding..
Dink abt us both crying wen we saw each other in skool (sec 3 dec)..
Dink abt us patch..
Dink abt us being happy..
Dink abt all the eventful days (valentines, birthdays)
Dink abt wen we tot we r living happily ever after..
Dink abt us toking abt our future (how many kids, wad type of house, where to go for honeymoon, wad pets to have, where to live, wad kind of wedding, wad to do during anniversaries..)
Dink abt us going E3..
N things start to fall apart..
Wen i chose to come NYP..
Things got worst.. I thought.. But..
After skool starts wif so many projects n test.. Bonding time lessen.. N it really got worst..
Coming to NYP wasnt really my choice..
Cos, I choose course, dad choose skool..
I'm sorry.. I dun wan to write le.. Tis i dink shd say is part 1..
Wen i feel better i'll tell part 2..
I really love u, ike..
U've given me the best of the best..
No one can love me more..
U r my first love whom i really give my love to..
I was doubtful becos of past exp.. In my mind den, no men r good..
They make use of gals ony.. That's y i doubted..
But i came to realise that u r different.. n i really shdnt compare..
Really shd have trusted u..
If time can b reversed..
I wld still stead wif u..
N i will trust u totally..
No questions..
No doubt..
I will love u happily..
N will trust u totally..
Pls gimme a chance..
give us a chance..
I m willing to change for u..
I will b what u wan..
I dun mind staying home n b the wife looking after kids..
I can give up working for u..
Totally.. I really love u..
Pls.. Forgive me..
I wun disturb u, wun bully u, wun doubt u ever again..
My heart is aching all the time..
I'm sick.. My stomach isnt doing well..
My body isnt functioning well anymore..
Once i rmb,
Love sick can ony b treated by love..
Pls love me once more.. Jus once..
I miss u so much..
I wun call u.. so that u can study for ur o..
after o, wen u finally decided to tok to me, tell me..
Becos my love for u wun change..
Love me pls.. No one can ever replace u..
Becos ony u understand me too well..
Becos ony u will think of wads best for me n u..
Becos, ony u, will love me so deeply..
I love u, my dearest ever, ike..
